Confused !

Yesterday I've got a promotion or no it is a an increase ...I don't know ... haven't checked it yet !!! I was like "Yippi ... MOI ?! " Yes, they liked my project or let's say my achievements =) IN YOUR FACE Mr.Grey ... next time learn to keep your mouth shut ! "Phew" feels so good . Anyways, I'd better stopped it .
I'm having a lot of nightmares lately !!! it is irritating me ... I'm always tired ... and I spend a lot of time thinking about my future , my career etc ... it's a habit to do the thinking thingy before I go to bed I can't get rid of it .